I have the feeling that everything is falling apart again, though I don't want that to happen. I just don't know wether it's avoidable.
A couple of weeks ago I finally found the source to my suffering and it ain't good looking, but I'll work with it, solve it. I wont fall to the ground again.
But that makes me curious of why I keep being this self destructive person anyway. I have the hopes, the right thinking, the right direction in life at the moment, still... I don't want to get better. When I finally can let myself show feelings, especially sad feelings, it seems like I cant anymore. Tell me if it makes sense to you, cause it doesn't work for me.











: D hej!
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I am right until you change my mind~
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Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: am I lucky? Well, are you, punk??!!
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I am right until you change my mind~
avatar by ~Detts
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Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: am I lucky? Well, are you, punk??!!
Här ta en!
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"You live and you learn... at any rate you live." - Douglas Adams
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"You live and you learn... at any rate you live." - Douglas Adams
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Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: am I lucky? Well, are you, punk??!!
What is this? A cat...and she goes "miau!"...
Seems you have forgotten about me...then again I was busy enough to make you think I'm dead...
Well,I'm back...if you still wanna have a chat...drop by...say hi...
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[...I don't need a reason to justify my ways...]
I haven't forgotten about you^^ but it has been summer and I've haven't been around a computer for seriously 2 months -.-' sucks. It wont get bettter because of the fact that school started a couple of days ago :C
How you doin' ?
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Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: am I lucky? Well, are you, punk??!!
I won't start school for another a month and a half....
Did I say school? I meant faculty...
I entered the Faculty of Medicine and Pharmacy!
I am also doing a part-time job as a wedding photographer...
At the moment I am a bit ill,but it's nothing serious...
Whenever you have tme,drop some lines...it's always a plaeasure to talk to you...
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[...I don't need a reason to justify my ways...]